So, I've been looking into getting my RN to BSN online. Whilst filling out a school application, my little one broke my husband's computer by turning it on and off suddenly several times and then broke a glass container of evening primrose oil I thought I had out of reach.
If I can't even fill out a school application for 20 minutes without disaster striking, how am I supposed to go to school for my BSN?
At every turn it seems like the Universe is telling me that a BSN is impossible.
I almost hate myself for having ambition other than being a mother. It's ridiculous how I feel. I want to give my child something for which to aim. A bachelor's degree would be perfect for that. I feel so guilty for this. I do...
In a way I want to be accepted to the school and in a way I don't.
I don't know what to do. :(
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